These few days is being boring , very boring . Being busy with school work and project . i'm stress .. very stress .. i need someone to take care of mi haix .. i really need someone to be beside me at this very moment haix .. when i need you , where were you . Next friday is the due dateline for 3D art fund ... will i be able to complete the project on time ma ? i really got no idea at all haix. poly life is stress when all the project is near its due dateline . What should i do when i'm all alone haix .. sry this post is quite emo .. My bday is coming le 14feb CNY . But i am celebrating it next sat with someone . Hopefully she is able to turn up ba haix . It's a day we fix last month .. we say hao hao de le . hopefully u wont last minute tell mi you cant make it ba haix . If you tell me that , i can tell you 100% i will break down . It's a promise between us . ppl always say gals hate guys hu break promises . But do u all think guys like it when girls break promises ?? no am i right ?? hope u can make it next sat ba ..
11:41 PM TomatoBun
Saturday, January 23, 2010
finally i am back here after a 2day 1 night work at st regis . work on fri and sat both days were hell . fri afternoon go work for banquet . but then the event was delay wtf !! RAWR they having a france event then they dance here dance there wtf the light and sound is making dizzy . then the whole event from 12 end drag until 3 sob sob . i onli slept for lik 1hour 30min ?? sian . sat morning was told by praveen to go les savour nvm they having buffet of sth hell alot of ppl wa i keep change table cloth pick up and stuff . then that si yi peng say we drag him down cause we keep day dreaming nv work wtf we work so hard he say nv work zzz . basket . then my leg pain ~~~ cant take it le sob sob going to fainted le T.T but than i cant cause i dunwan someone to get worried abt mi . So i keep telling myself i cant faint have to bare with it . wan faint go home then faint . then work work work until night le . 3pm shift end yey . go club room with yihao to slack i slp there LOLS super tired le . then go work in banque again . today was wedding but my table no ppl come at all zzz was told to go help out the table infront the vip table . wa stand until foot pain sob . my both foot was covered with bister . T.T wanna cry le la sob sob . This 2 working days was hell haix . lols the manager there lier zz always say help mi this time round can ? please then help le he say own u 1 favour zz but until now dunno got how many manager own mi favour liao zzz all say say onli nv return one ...
Not a single moment i have forget about you during the 2days . i really miss you alot . Really hope that i can see you soon . Once again stand infront of you like how i did before . Even if it is standing under the rain just to wait for you and see you for minutes , i dont mind at all . Bath under the light of the Altair star , i will be reborn for you . No matter what kind of guy i am now i know i dont fully suit you yet . i will change , change into a better guy that will bring u happiness . All that i wish for is just a smile on your face . sign off : Jason
7:56 PM TomatoBun
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
today i think i post abt today ba i mean ytd cause now is 1250am le . So morning i wake up ? then go sch have jap tut at 8am to 10am sian . Than fall sick RAWR had flu + fever so decided to go home . lols the funny part here is i tell jenice oh was with her that point in time . i tell her cause i sms someone that now i fall sick should i go home ? if i go home were u come visit mi ? then i tell jenice whether i go home or not will depend on this person de answer lols . then cannot take it liao head very pain jiu go home lor . Then reach home finally . get $20 from mom go polyclinic see doctor haha . saw teck whye today , dunno spell correct his name or not . Then see hao le go with him eat kfc LOSL . hmm then finally someone reply mi saying maybe go jogging then i abit heart pain cause cant see dao her then funny i think heaven hear my words and then suddenly rain very big for 10min LOLS then she no nid go jogging liao so in the end we 2 met up haha ^^ so happy this is the 1st time i ever got sick and the one i love is with mi so damm happy i think i am recovering even faster now . The moment i saw her i jiu start recover liao . dunno y hehe .
Baobei ty for bring there for mi when i need u . This is the first time someone i like ever did all this with mi . ty alot and i realli love u . That afternoon wadever stuff that i said to u , i realli mean them from the bottom of my heart . i know that sometime i realli say wrong stuff so i hope that u can forgive mi everytime when i does that . Forgive and forget is good for health u know ?? LOLS . =x hmm hope i can continue to see your smile everyday ^^ sign off : Jason
8:50 AM TomatoBun
Friday, January 15, 2010
well well nth much now adays haha . being feeling quite lonely ?? maybe i can blog abit of myself ?? haha . i know i'm blog dun say mi =( . recently i like this gal and after spending time with her i find out we 2 r lik sort of fated to be tgt ?? hu knows ?? to ppl out there might think this is coincident but to mi i shall think it as fated LOLS . sms her she nv reply then i go bath ? come out lik 10min~15min later . pick up my phone and unlock it . her sms come hahah so "coincident?" huh . but it happens lots of time so i guess this can be called fated ba . oo and 1 more thing . 2 days ago .. i bring her go see the couple rock near my secondary sch . haha the place so pretty la . then i go put our name down lor ^^ . i use the design i came out with haha . that moment i was thinking abt things like will she like it ?? wad will happen if she thinks it's not nice ?? lols alot question la haha . but in the end she dun seem to hate it hahah so ya it turns out fine . That day can say is heaven arrange the weather to be that way de ba ?? cause mi and her can onli spend time tgt for like 3hour and 30min ?? we dun realli have alot of time tgt . and that day rain abit . onli abit . so initially we cancel of going to the rock le cause rain le haix . but suddenly wind become big haha . then WOOTZ 30min later no more rain . totally no more . sunny day le . than we went all the way up to the hill . guess wad ?? the rock is not wet . totally dry . What luck we had man ?? or should i say that day was bound to happen ?? no matter rain or what must happen will surely happen . thats wad i thought abt it after awhile . if mi and her r not fated to be tgt y would that wind suddenly come and blow off the black cloud ?? i think that i am bound to meet her and be with her . Thats our destiny ?? hu knows haha . in future jiu know le . now tok so much fate also no use hahaha . if realli destiny de hua , wad mine will be mine forever . So i shall see whats the future ahead of us 2 is like . hehe .
To say the truth , my feeling towards this gal is more than how i feel towards MY 4 yrs back . is lik i dun realli know how to explain but .. it's kind of special ^^ . i will surely treasure it well if we 2 realli is so call the fated couple ?? haha . i dun wanna waste it and let it go again . Love u lots lots !!!
6:10 AM TomatoBun
Thursday, January 14, 2010
haix i guess today de post will be a moody one again ba . i'm realli quite moody right now . *heart broken* . i think i make someone angry le haix . i'm being so selfish . nv think for her haix . can someone cheer mi up ma ??? i realli very down right now and i dunno wad can i do haix . i realli love her . thats all i can say . realli no mood right now . just now when getting rice i burn dao my hand . so pain right now haix . later still nid do ideation hw T.T i think tonight no nid slp le haix . now my mind is fully filled with her . i realli dunno wad can i do le .This is the 2nd time i realli love someone until this extent . that time was towards meiyu . now was towards her SY . haix T.T someone help mi ahhh ~~
4:39 AM TomatoBun
Sunday, January 10, 2010
hmm another one of my post i guess .. today was a ... k la can say boring day ba i guess . woke up around 9am ?? hmm duno y i work up so early also . maybe cause someone i miss is currently in trouble ?? thats y maybe that affact mi also . Hmm i starting to like a few games in facebook lols . farmcountry and king of kungfu . dunno y also . o ya i returned to crossfire to train on my cs skill again T.T i am lik super weak right now . hmmm dunno wad happen i just sort of feel lik i'm kind of empty right now . as in my hearts fill empty . well this happen whenever i miss a certain person or whenever i part with a certain person haix . anw today went to the lib to study on math . haix next thurs got math quiz then had a bet with hafiz that i can bet charles . the winner get a treat from the loser haix i wander if i can do it or not =( . currently broke . Tho i promise i will start saving but .. i just couldnt do it at this moment when i am this broke sry =( . i will do it starting next months . and i will 100% do it .
For those hu know hu is the certain person please keep it to yourself until i say can say out . dun be a bastard and go around spreading . u wont wan to piss mi off . for those hu know my tamper u know u wont wan to see mi angry for those hu dun hmm i wont kill u la thats for sure lols . =x just dun go around telling other ppl can le . when u tok to mi u can say out the name LOLS o well thats all cya
3:12 AM TomatoBun
Friday, January 8, 2010
hmmm today is poly open house yey . i'm a helper for my cca aerospace diploma club hahhaa . actually onli guard a plane . the picture is below wootz !! F16 damm it's not a model it's a real plane le waolao damm cool man . use oil de fly de le 200km/h wootz !!! terbine engine behind somemore wootz i wanna see it fly someday at least once man hahha !! looks cool right 15k sg money LOLS !! 1 crack i can quit sch and start working already =x . anw open house was quite fun . at least for the front part not the behind part as sth happen . well thats all for ytd . Now is today de post lols . today was ok la not a very fun day but also can say not a very bad day LOLS . woke up alittle bit at 6am when hong ling sms mi . i didnt realli care abt it cause i am freaking tired so i didnt reply her . i continue my slp LOSL . until around 9am lik that wake up bath ready go sch for open house . then on the bus 168 cause i realli still veyr tired so i slp . and hongling sms mi and i didnt care again LOLS i continue my slp . hugging mi de dog hahah !! . actually now adays i everyday also hug the dog =x every moment hhaa !! . Then while guarding the plane was doing nth than tok to zen and 2 other guys dunno their name yet haha . After that jiu go break lor then tok with zen abit abt "gals" stuff ? LOLS . Then jiu go back lor and have normal time lor do normal stuff . Than on my way back home hug the dog and slp again . reaching cwp le i was still very tired
4:28 AM TomatoBun
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school : Fuchun pri ~ marsiling sec ~ temasek poly . =)
