well today morning around 4am ++ i fainted lols due to the lack of sleep for 5 days . Being chionging my project . Than afternoon go to the couple rock there with the thinking of hoping someone would come after seeing my sms but .. my wait was wasted . She didnt appeared in the end . i was sad .. heart broken into pieces . nothing could have being able to express my feeling and emotion at that very point in time . All i could do was keep telling myself maybe she didnt saw the sms ? or maybe she just had something on last minute . I really wanted to give myself and her a 2nd chance to be together . I didnt want lose her T.T i really dont want to . Than after waiting went back home to do modani project and finish it up and ready to hand in . Reaches school around 5pm ? and heard that keong they all still flying their plane woohoo i walk to the field which is quite far away ? and saw a plane flying in the sky damm cool . should have taken a picture . The plane turning was power i tell you . i initally thought that it was a pro flying the plane but it was keong blue angel wootz !!! damm cool . Than i reach already it's yihao turns . err something happen tho . His plane crush . I dont think i should talk more about it . So after that at night went to CQ for clubbing , but in the end we went pub to drink and dance . i tell you the song sux !!! fucking cb sia cant get high . ok nvm than we jiu go walk walk walk around CQ than sit down by that time yihao super tired already than he fall asleep 1st . Than mi and keong talk abit lor . About relationship stuff and abit about other stuff than soon later we also fall asleep by the time we woke up , i was freezing already LOLS . Morning breeze was like wootz . Than now just reach home lor . ok ba thats all . Happy Chinese New Year to everyone .
Thank guys for celebrating my birthday earlier . Tho the payment part wasnt even fun at all infact it hurts ?? lols but overall i'm happy about it . cause it's the 1st time friend celebrating my birthday for me so ya . and for the relationship part .. alot of people being telling me to forget about this flower there is still alot behind this flower . what yours is yours what not yours will nv belong to you . i ofcouse understand all this but .. to love someone was as easy as ABC but to forget and give up on someone that you really love it's as hard as using pure strength to break an iron bar . To take away this flower from my heart is like wanting me to kill myself . i cant do it . i really cant . cause i really love her alot .
How's my look for the night ? style huh ?? haha my hair was keong do for me one cool neh ? i'll be more cool after CNY . most likely dye hair + pierce holes . i told myself .. the moment i lose her will be the moment i changing myself from top to bottom . HAHA at Burgerking there holding whiskey le !!! whiskey le !!! but than is with coke de LOLS onli 5% =x not those 40+% de dotz inside is actually 40% volka tho =x The drinks that we ordered at the pub . Blue Lagoon and sex on the beach haha . quite nice tho i can say .
k ba that's all for today de le . cya guys . i love you . i really love you . i hope someday in the near future your eyes would once again be able to see me haix .
4:20 PM TomatoBun
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Hi guys.
Tomato-jason here =) 18 this year . birthday on valentine day
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school : Fuchun pri ~ marsiling sec ~ temasek poly . =)
