well today de post is about my reflaction towards my gf ofcouse . i did something foolish and make her angry le =( . Really feeling hurt as the moment each and every word is being type out . Today was suppose to be a fun and enjoyable date , everything was fine until the very last part haix .
Yesterday : around 9pm ~ 10pm , you told mi u gtg than bomb ( away ) liao LOLS . i jiu sha sha de wait until 12am than feeling tired le jiu go slp . Woke up aroun 330am , found out you are replied to my msn le , and you are still awake . Was quite supprise , didnt actually expected you to wait for mi from 12am all the way until 330am . 3hours and 30min total . Sorry baby . Feel hurt to make you wait for mi but somehow something that you said really makes mi happy . That is "cause i finally found someone that loves me" . Than after that time really passes fast for us . We sms throughout the night haha . From 4am ? all the way until 8am . time really passes fast . But time seen to have stop for us that moment . Than met you around 9am for mac breadfast at cwp . stupid sweet thingy for the pancake keep stick onto my arm . Feel so sticky loh . Than after that so funny we go sit outside singtel than this guy keep standing and looking at us beside us . Feel like telling him off but see him "small" so give him chance ah haha . After that eat hao le i jiu go school wanna do project and we part le . =( sad to see you off . Than went school just to know i forget inform the teacher that i going to do project than she nv open the door ... Than sad loh wasted my time . But nvm finally can see baby again le . So travel to amk to meet up with baby and her friend to go kbox . 1st time go tho . kk than blablabla , at night went sending you home haix . i know i send halfway thats the reason why u got mad am i right ? Tho i said i would prove to you that i'm different from your ex but .. haix sorry . i wanna send you home but my parent keep rushing mi home . If i could choose i would really wan to walk that 30min with you . I didnt know what should i do to gain your trust again . i really dont know . i'm freaking hurt right now as i type out all this from my heart . Tonight the night sure is long . A night without you .. time seem to passes so slow ... You must be hurt too ba during the 30min walks from cwp back to your home alone haix .. sorry .. i know sorry cant cure everything , sorry cant make up for the mistake i make , sorry cant .. dont know le anw .. give me a chance to change myself can ? give me another chance to gain your trust towards mi again . Anw tonight i cant sleep anymore le . My mind is fully filled with you . i really miss you haix .. Hope you will forgive mi after reading this post ba . Muackz . i love you .
Hi guys.
Tomato-jason here =) 18 this year . birthday on valentine day
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school : Fuchun pri ~ marsiling sec ~ temasek poly . =)
